I had this unforgettable dream way back 2006 during my first traumatic suspension at work. I was bewildered thinking what would happen next if I lose my job, or what should I do during my suspension. I was afraid that I might not able to get a new job because at that time, I haven't even finished my college and my records to my current work might ruin my future application. My self esteem had gone down.
I went home immediately and decided to sleep just to escape reality. I did not tell anyone about it, nor to my parents. I knew they would be disappointed if they found out that I won't have my job anymore. I'm the eldest or should I say the proud "Kuya" among my three siblings. They were too young at that time so I give their daily allowance for their school. My younger brother at that time was in high school, and my two younger sisters were in elementary. My parents income is really not enough to suffice our financial needs. My father works as a driver and my mother works part time to a research company.
It was a very hot afternoon and I was paddling a canoe in a creek. It was a small and ordinary canoe that looks like balsa similar to the boats in Matabungkay made from bamboo. I saw my parents carrying a small paddle trying to help me on the other side of the boat while my siblings seated in the middle. I really don't know where we were heading. All I remember from my dream is we were in a creek taking some pictures on some beautiful trees, flowers, and it was smooth sailing. The surroundings are really amazing.
Though I was already sweating and almost tired, I was smiling seeing them enjoying our beautiful trip. We have never been to that kind of vacation. Then suddenly, we fell from the edge of a falls. It was a disaster! Since dreams narrate very weird, I saw myself paddling again after that incident and we went back again to a very smooth sailing. No troubled water at all.
still afraid.
A lot of questions.
A lot of interpretations.
What will happen tomorrow?
Where am I heading?
Each day is very important.
Time is precious
So treasure every moment with your loved ones.
I don't know what will happen next nor do you.
Only God Knows.....
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